I am really very cheerful and happy go-lucky are carefree.
Which is why this gloomy takeover makes it hard for me to even breathe. I hate it. I don't want to sit here sad and anxious and frustrated and irritable. I just want to be free from this. The puppies are involved in my crusade for happiness, but none of us were that excited about walking in the misty rain this morning, so that only worked so well.
I'm going to propel myself out of the house and into my art world and hopefully that will help. I've got some work to distribute, stuff to hang and a modeling session today, so maybe once the object gets in motion it will stay in motion.
It's this damn lead shot that's making it difficult.