Today I'm feeling a little bit better. I'm pretty tired, but yesterday I stayed connected to my doctors through e-mail and figured out what to do.
It's like the three of us have this little three year old brain we're in charge of keeping from playing in the freeway... we've told it the rules but it's like, "Oh, I dunno. Those cars look so shiny and fun, maybe I can just run in there really fast. Maybe just once."
I kind of wish I could just hand the brain over and let someone else take care of it for a while so I can get some rest.
I'm trying to be gentle with myself and get some work done today but not feel too bad for resting a bit.
I think I'm in the market for a babysitter.